Second Chances

Feb 23, 2005

I have the internet ...... again

So, I got the internet back a while ago... and then my computer blew up. Now, my mommy surprised me with a new Laptop .... which I absolutely adore ... and I have the internet again. All is right with the world again.

So, with the return of internet comes the return of blogging. I know how much all of you missed me and my horribly long and over descriptive blogs.

Life has been fun and interesting as of late. I haven't been busy with school because, well ... i just haven't been going. Ummm, been spending a lot of time with Paul and Spencer lately. Lots of good times; Halo, movie watching, shopping, cupcake making, etc etc etc.

I'll update at greater lengths later... right now I must quickly shower and run off to work .... Yes, I'd like a Venti Cafe Mocha steamed to 155 degrees, 5 pumps of mochas, skim milk, in a mug, extra whip cream, and I'd like you to kiss my ass when you're done making it ......ugh

NicHole

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Jan 5, 2005

THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN!

YAY! I totally have the internet in my apartment again! I'm so excited, I missed it a lot. Pretty impressive that I practically lived without it for a whole semester.

So, what have a done lately?

Hmmm....

Well this morning I was woke up to Spencer calling my cellphone and requesting a ride to school, because Peter forgot to pick him up. I told him I'd leave in 10 minutes to pick him up. Went back to sleep and woke up 30 minutes later. Needless to say, Spencer was ten minutes late for school .... sorry hun!

While driving to Oshkosh West a received a phone call from Kyle, who wanted to go to Hardees, because it was his free period. So, I met Kyle in the Oshokosh West parking lot, and parked my car using Kyle's parking permit. And off we were, off to prove Kyle's manhood. He felt the need to eat teh "death burger". You know the one, the one that's like half yur caloric intake for the day, 2/3 lb of beef smothered with bacon and what not ..... I thought I was going to be sick when I had to watch Paul eat it, and there I was again watching Kyle try.... he eventually succeeded.

Yesterday: Well, I woke up late, and went to my three hour long Islam lecture. Then I drive to Neenah to retrieve the USB wirreless thingy I had left I my mothers apartment. Then Cathy and I were off to ABC for some soup. I returned to my mother's apartment just in time for Travis to pick me up to go to the mall. We met up with Andy at the mall for like 20 minutes, and then Andy had to go home and do homework.

So Travis and I wandered, and decided we should go to Ban Rep... on our way there we got distracted by the Old Time Potraits studio, and I commented that we should do that sometime... and so we did. We got dressed up like 1920's mafia.. well he was mafia with the pinstripe suit and tommy gun, and I was a flapper in the awesome flapper dress, in which i had no support, and the revolver. I had to get the 1920's picture, because it was the only one in which we could hold the Jack bottles. ... which is a must for Travis and I. We got it in bronze/brown instead of color, because that way we avoided the "wow he's really pink, and she's blindingly white" .. and it looks more natural.. lol. Besides the fact that it looks like I have a hand of playing cards sticking out of my head .. it's pretty cool.. in teh lame "We were bored and work a lot" kind of way, We even got it made into a wanted poster and put in picture frames... 1920's styles with the rounded edges.... yeah we're special.

After taking these ridiculously fun pictures, Travis and I were off to Coldstone for ice cream and a song or two. But first we randomly ran into Chase.. followed by Callie and Noah, who I haven't seen since graduation ... they haven't changed one bit, which I found rather disappointing ... hmmm.... anyway....Then Off to "LD's" as i thought Travis had said .. where we purchased a movie that matched our old time picture. Then we went to Walmart and each bought some warming products. Travis went to be Troy, and the lady didn't believe he was 18 " Do you really need to see my ID" ... YES

Good Times.

Travis your my Bugsy Malone!

Off to get some work done... Just FYI ... My most favorite day ever was 12/23/04 ...

NicHole

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Dec 6, 2004

*key change* Tis the Season to be Jolly

Well I'm slowly but surely finding my way into a holiday mood. I think it will be much easier once Girl Scouts is over. I hate those picky picky demanding Troupe Moms... GET A LIFE WITHOUT DAMAGING MINE!

I can't wait to buy everyone theur Christmas presents, i love christmas shopping! And I pretty much know what I want to get everyone.... well... except for Paul, I'm not sure yet

This is also the time of year when people you haven't talked to all semester start IMing you again to make plans for when they come home for christmas, so that the don't sit at home all break like losers. I guess it's nice that they thought of calling me right?

Today was nice. I slept until 1:20p ... crazy huh? I never sleep, and then today I slept half the day away, and yesterday I took a nap. It's been weird. I e-mailed Joanne the Girl Scout Materials this afternoon, with my fingers crossed... hoping she wouldn't find out I'm not 100% sure what we are doing yet. I started to clean my room, because it had moved from messy, to train wreck. It was awesomely bad. Now it's just plain messy again.

Cleaning was followed by a wonderful shower. Then Kyle and I were off to rehearsal. Rehearsal was interesting. Travis and Kyle managed to tie me to my chair. Mandi tried her hardest to hit the high notes, and I failed miserably at singing nce again. But Manda said I sound like an opera singer when I sing the high notes. It made me giggle to myself, or maybe it was out loud, don't remember, but either way it was a chuckle of sorts. After rehearsal Kyle, Travis and I went to McDonalds.

"Shake shake shake shake shake shake shake your booty I'm loving it!"

We had a lot of fun. Kyle and Travis talked about "fat man loving", then Travis blew up a condom like a balloon, and well lubricated balloon. Then Kyle tried t break my fingers. Then I bite Kyle a few times, and we had a wrestling match in the car. Good times were had by all.

Tomorrow I am meeting Jon for lunch. I have rehearsal. And then Paul Travis and I are going to watch Dodgeball at travis's house. Should be another good day.

~NicHole

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Dec 4, 2004

Sex is like Air ...

.... it's just not important until you're not getting any!

To certain boys I know : If you don't like my peaches, don't shake my tree damn it!

Well I'm off to the bars to get utlimately "crunked" in the words of Paul. I dont fall down drunk, I just become accidentally horizontal. Hopefully, although completely and utterly randy, I'll go home alone and stick to my guns about this "No random guys" policy. One of my oh so witty male friends told me today that he'd be my sponsor for AA if I decide to go.. "Yeah, it's a great place to pick up drunk chicks like you!" ... Thanks hun. You're a real pal, and if you really wanted into my pants, all you'd have to do is ask. Especially this weekend. (just kidding ... or am I?)

Dancing tomorrow night anyone? Park Central opens at 8:30 tomorrow night .. me and travis and paul need more warm bodies to grind up against .... you'll kick yourself in the but if you miss seeing Travis do the Harlem Shake or Paul do the Butt!!!! Worth every second of it! Call me if you're up to it.

<------ sleeps well with other ;)

NicHole

ps ... Grease, not as bad ar predicted

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Nov 21, 2004

So yeah....

B&N let me out of work 3 hours early, so I didn't know what to do. I ran here, to my mother's apartment, to pick up the rehearsal schedule for the Christmas show, but no one was home. I called Spencer and he was busy, out with Bess. I didn't call anyone else, because I just didn't feel like it. So I thought I'd blog, because it's been forever since last I was here.

So, what's new?

Hmm. Well Yesterday I went to work all day, and then I went to dinner at KFC with Kyle. Then the two of us strolled over to the Grand to see Wiz of Oz. There we randomly ran into my dad, he bought a ticket next to us. Kyle and my dad are A LOT alike, it was funny. Both Kyle and my dad are super perverted... and they got along fine. They both also sat there and made jokes about my mother... so yeah...Where's Da House?" ... at one point the Flying Monkeys were running down the aisle and Kyle said super loud, so that all could (and did) hear “I’m going to scare the monkeys. (We were sitting on the aisle) and then proceeded to bark at the monkeys as they ran by. And yes, the monkeys did jump. It was amusing.

After the play Kyle, Jon W, and I headed to ... drum roll please ... Perkins, in Oshkosh... for the cast party, of sorts. A fun time was had by all ... I personally enjoyed Jon trying his hardest not to sing Tenacious D around the little ears, and Kyle's oh so wonderful comment of "You can swab my poop deck!" to Jon .... I think we all laughed until it hurt. Kyle and I drove Jon home, so that he could wake up and kill Bambi at 3a.

Today I went to work. And now I'm here.

Friday night was also a most excellent night. Laura and Adrienne came over. We cleaned in my apartment; Laura was all useful and fixed things. Then we ventured to Wal-Mart and bought snack food, decoration/crafty supplies, and a fudge kit. While Adrienne and I were busy making a lb. of fudge ... which was most excellent ... Laura was busy in my room working her magic making garland out of my rather adult playing cards ... which add a festive feel to my room... :) Most excellent. After watching bit of a stand-up comedian, we decided it would be fun to talk with our tongues on the roughs of our mouths and try to pronounce words with "e"s in them.... OMG we are special!!

My week previous to this weekend was not so much a happy one. I went to Sturgeon Bay for a day or two... I called Paul and cried at him for an hour, called him again later in the week and was an anger ball "all up in his Kool-Aid " (as he would say). But fortunately for me he's more sane than I am, and realized I'm only crazy 99.9% of the time and the .1% is worth putting up with the rest of me... lol .. At least I hope that's what he realized.

So yeah:

Amanda.... we definately need to find some time to hang out ... I miss Miss MIss MISs MISS YOU!!!!

Laura & Adrienne ... good times good times Friday

Monica ... give me a ring when you come home sometime

Travis ... dude, you're at home ... why do I not see more of you?

Andy.... you, me, Cooper Rock, near future

Paul ... you + me + Museum = Girl Scouts Dec 11 ... OMG NEED TO WORK! (Also, still haven't seen Cowboy Bebop!)

Kyle ... I love hanging out with you ... yeah for laughing and talking

Jon ... call me, when you have anything resembling free time

Spencer .... What happened? Miss you, call me...wait, I'll just call you or we'll never see wach other!

Am I missing anyone?

NicHole

PS WHERE'S MY MONEY YOU FINANCIAL AID BITCHES?!?!?!!?

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Oct 17, 2004

Don't Pity ME

...it's annoying ... also annoying, calling to yell at me, or tell me you're disappointed in my decisions lately ... or that I'm a bitch ... or that i'm insensitive to his life .... or that I'm a slut .... just stop calling to make me feel bad about myself... Oh I Promise I don't need any help with that.

No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
Ringing stinging
Jerking like a nervous bird
Rattling up against his cage
Calls to me thoughout the day
See the feathers fly
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone
No phone no phone I just want to be alone today
Rhyming chiming got me working all the time
Gives me such a worried mind
Now I don't want to seem unkind
But god (it's such a crime)
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
Shaking quaking
Waking me when I'm asleep
Never lets me go too deep
Summons me with just one beep
The price we pay is steep
I've been on fire
And yet I've still stayed frozen
So deep in the night
My smooth contemplations will always be broken
My deepest concerns will stay buried and unspoken
No I don't have any change but here's a few subway tokens
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone
No phone no phone I just want to be alone today
No phone no phone
No phone No phone I just want to be alone today
No phone No phone

Cake

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Sep 26, 2004

What's this? An Update? Holy Cow!

Yeah, so I moved, and my new apartment doesn't have internet yet... I know, I can't believe I've lasted this long without it either. But let me tell you, there is a whole different world out there not in conjunction with the computer.

So this is just a quick update, to let some of you know I'm still alive and kickin'.

So my roomate Erin was gone to Florida for the week.... and I was in charge of her pets, two fish and a G. Pig. I some how managed to kill one of her goldfish, the fish she's had for 4 years. She's gonna hate me tomorrow when she comes home ... but luckily I'll be at B&N.

Speaking of B&N I got two raises ... I got one last week for being there for 90+ days ... yeah a quarter ... but then today I got one for being a good employee with my review .... so I got a total of 50cents more an hour ... super cool!

Let's see ... my life = school, B&N, WESM, South Pacific ... and then random spouts of Perkins or Oshkosh boys ... which are being less and less frequent.

Monica, I'm sorry I wasn't able to call you this weekend ... but unfortunately, I did have to work tonight (Sat) until midnight, so we wouldn't have been able to get together ... but we will soon, even if that means me coming to you ... probably not until after the play though.

Amanda, I miss hangin' out with you outside of the play! But I'm super excited that you'll be working with me at WESM for the activities and what not ... yeah for me being able to pick our new employees (same goes for Laura) ......

FYI, I somehow hit some buttons that caused me text to be bold, and I"m too lazy to figure out how to undo it without using the mouse.

School is fine, when I go ... I've already skipped each class once ... but will not be able to skip anymore because I took a job taking notes for a disabled kid in my class, and even though I may not want to go to class ... I have to go for this person ... so yeah for outside motivation.

In short: I'm a fish killer, I got a raise, I love our new employees, I miss my friends, and I'm still alive.

Off to bed, so that I can meet Mikey P for breakfast at Perkins in the morrow.

Night all.

NicHole

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Sep 2, 2004

Hrumph

Hey I've got a new game I want to play .. .it's called "If you have a problem with me, tlak to me or don't say anything at all!" .... it's alternative title is "Grow up people!" ..... it's klinda like this other game I want to play called "Don't tell me one thing, and then 5 minutes later tell everyone else something else" ... alternatively called "Stop being two faced and lying!"

Now that that is out of my system. This week was painful, lots and lots of work four 8.5 hour days in a row (Well today has yet to happen ... but I leave for work in two hours ... so it's coming). Three of those days were followed by rehearsals for Midsummer Night's Dream. SO I wake up at 6:30a, bathe, drive to Appleton, get coated in Mocha and Espresso ... thus appearing like I have a tan. Then about 5ish I'm off to Oshkosh for rehearsal, rehearse, curse the sing songy people for ruining Shakespeare, and talking about the best parts, then go home to sleep to start it all over again. Last night I didn't get home from rehearsal until 11p.

*Oh, if anyone is interested in seeing this "play" it's in the park across from the Grand Opera House (the one with the sundial and fountain) ... bring blankets, or something else to sit upon, it's free ... and bring your listening ears because there is a lot of ambiant noise ... oh yeah it's theater in the round, and it's Friday night at 7p, Sunday at 2p... then again Friday at 7p, and Sunday at 1p.*

Monday night though, I beleive I got to spend time with Manda at Perkins, were, par usual, Josh pulled up some both and tlaked to us about college for a good 10 minutes. That man is highly amusing. Also, I lost 3 dollars to the claw machine, because I wanted to carebear, but eventually accepted my defeat.

Tuesdsay night I believe was the night that my "melodramatic" emotion went into overdrive. Yeah, I was pissed at someone, so I played games with that person and someone else, thus causing drama, and then not seeing the stupidity in it until it was too late, and thus not apologizing to either party yet. But he'll survive, because afer certain comments were made about what he thought were "possible actions if circumstance were different in the near future", he doesn't really need/deserve one.

Let's see ... school for me starts next week. And yet I haven't received any financial aid. I did get a bill yesterday telling me they wanted 222 dollars by the 17th though. If I don't receive financial aid before the 8th ... I can't attend school. And then B&N will be my full time job. And I'll have failed at life yet again. Also, I was suppose to move into my apartment starting yesterday ... umm... yeah that didn't happen ... because I can't afford an apartment, if I can't afford school .. so I'm sitting on that too ... I HATE money. It just gets in the way of everything.

Hope ya'll have fun at the Ren Faire ... sadly thus far no one is willing to work for me ... so I'll be stuck at the museum while all ya'll are having fun. :(

Meh. I'm tired.

NicHole

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Aug 19, 2004

Batboy: The Musical

As most of you know Nick is playing the title character in the musical Batboy. Ummm, so yeah, that kind of snuck up on me. His play opens this weekend and runs for the next three weekends.

Does anyone still want to go? I know I have to! Tickets are 14-16 dollars I think. But yeah, it's in Ohio.

Everyone must e-mail me, and we will work this out, if anyone else still wants to/ is available to go.

Here's the website with the ticket info and what not:

http://www.tix.com/Schedule.asp?ActCode=2400

The worst friend ever,
NicHole

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Aug 15, 2004

Sometimes I just want to grab him by the face .....

.... and look him in the eye and say, no yell, "I'm a better friend to you than you'll ever know!"

My whole opinion of the world was changed by one person.

Work sucks.

Goodnight.

NicHole

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